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so nothings really changed since yesterday. im happier by a mile. but still feeling the same about that particular someone.

someone told me yesterday that i should tell him how i feel, and ask for a second chance.
i think about this, and its a good idea, and i want to do it.
i mean, what have i got to lose?
plus i think it'd give me more closure on the 'us' thing (provided he tells me he's not interested.)

but honestly, i don't have the balls to tell him. how can i say it? where can i say it? when can i say it?
theres just too many details that are too imperfect.

so i probably do what i do best.
stay in the background, and not go after what my heart truly desires,
and end up blogging about it all.