Friend.

This Is A Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago, Around The Start Of November '09.

-Friend-

she lured me in with her bubbly personality & friendly smile.

she created happiness in my somewhat sheltered little world.

i had found someone to trust,

someone to share my days with & a shoulder to cry on,

like a soul mate in the form of a friend.

until things started to turn sour, and life itself turned upside down.

my eyes could see the tragedy unravelling,

but my heart and mind would not believe.

i remained stubborn.

pretending to be oblivious to the damage being caused.

but with all the pain she put me through, i couldn't let go,

for it was the change and thought of loneliness that i feared the most.

until one day i could bear no more.

another knife in my back to match the other stab wounds,

this time the tip of her blade hitting my heart.

its time to be free,

to stand on my own two feet,

and to face this world on my own.