Schooooool. What. The. Shit. ?

so today was my first day as a year eleven. this morning, i was moaning and complaining how much i didn't wanna go to school. you couldn't shut me up. but when i got there, and saw those familiar faces that i hadn't seen in so long, a warmth inside me came back. i never realised how much my mates mean to me. there were so many epic moments, its hard to remember all of them, and that's just in the one day. a few examples for ya..

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alex: (shaking my milk) emma, I'm still wanking your milk.

myself: wank something else and i just might milk ;)

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ashleigh: (to laura) come with me!
laura: I'm not coming anywhere!
myself: except on my face :D

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kate: what the sex !
myself: what the sex ??
kate: well sex is equal to fuck. its the 'clean' version (:

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ahh yes. the shenanigans we get up to eh.

and yeah, I'm still kinda down in the dumps. trying not to think about things to much.

but its hard not to, when for the past two years,

not a day has gone by where you ha vent thought of them
but back then, they were happy thoughts of what could be.
now, there agonising memories of what was.

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